It eats you up from the inside-out
Sometimes you just need to run away
To escape from the pain and fear
To regain your faith and hope

Sometimes you just have to plug in
Let the sound soothe your soul
Fill your body with calming pulsations
and just forget the world for a while

Breathe Lost!.....As Eric said...we have all said...STFU!!!

One thing have working completely in your favor...Is that she lives 1,000 miles away. You can control all communication, yet you keep throwing anger filled barbs at her. This needs to stop. We explained how to do it....Go back and read.

Stop focusing on the OM and your wife...There is nothing you can do about it...Zero...Zilch...So stop thinking about it. Very unhealthy behavior for you.

What do you control Lost!? Tell yourself over and over again....What is the only thing you control?

About the car...Yes I can believe it. She is in affair lala land AND...yes capitalized AND she is used to you spoiling her with what she wants. That is your part in her current behavior. Something you did before that is an issue you have, but will not accept.

When are you going to pull your big boy pants up so you can start working on yourself? Yeah...I hear you....It is all her. I just disagree A LOT....So when are we going to start working and stop pouting?


"Be the changes you want to see in the world"