And Wonka.... I found myself (in more ways than one!)... where's my check?
Hey..right there...you're cheating! No dice. Or are you really talking about 'finding' yourself.
It is great to see that you and W were able to talk things over without falling apart. To me, you two are getting stronger with each passing week. Clearing the air and learning for your mistakes are what will strengthen your marital bond.
She opened up about missing xAP from time to time. She still thinks about her and misses "hanging out" with her. I asked her if she thinks about contacting her and she said yes. I asked her why she doesn't and she said, "Because I know that you don't want me to and I know it's not healthy for anyone."
I think it's obvious that W's given some thought about the XOW and how she played a part in this messy process. Also a real growth for recognizing that it wasn't healthy for everyone involved. Good for her!
Keep up with your thoughts of gratitude. For me, when I go to bed, I jot off in my head the things I'm grateful for and how my day went. Both small and large things. Sometimes during the day I talk to the angels and God to keep the line of communication open. At times, I wonder if I do hear them at all! LOL!
