I think LITB has it right. You are doing all you can to get yourself where you need to be, but one of the main components is time, and, much to Veruca Salt's chagrin (and yours, I am sure), you can't make time go faster.
Keep trudging along, it's what we all have to do. Go back and read your threads and you will remember that you do have good days.
Until you have another, hang in there, friend.
me: 44 XH: 42 M 11 years D10 and S8 Bomb drop 9/27/13 D final 7/1/14
