I never drink at home before all this, I drink occasionally and when out. I'm not trying to blame her for asking me to marry her. I love her and want a future with her. It's unfortunate that our future is slipping away from us. But such is life. I'm addressing all issue with my lawyer tomorrow. I need to know my right in all of this. I need to know my do and don't. It's just simple. I've no idea what she's doing. So I've to protect myself.
