Thanks for the advice. I appreciate all the advice from Eric, sandi2 and lostforwrds. I went about this whole situation very wrong. But I'm listening now and ready to fix me. I do believe now that woman are not attracted to weakness. The crying and begging didn't get me anywhere. I'm working on me from now and figuring best possible way to be there for my daughter. I appreciate the tough love from you guys. It's more of real awakening for me