What you are experiencing is completely normal. Be patient with your sitch and be patient with yourself. Allow yourself to feel and process your emotions. If you have to cry, let it out. Go find a quiet place to spend some alone time.
Hang in there.
Me:45 ExW:48 M:04/97 3 Bombs & 2 ReCons 1st BD 11/10 D Finalized 4/20 D-16 S-14 Going in one more round when you don't think you can. That's what makes all the difference in life.~Rocky Balboa