I completely agree with you, Eric and sandi2. I think I messed things up more. I'm not completely giving up but working on me incase if this marrige fail. She said she's not sure when she will file but at this point our marriage is done. I told her okay. She said she care about me a lot and want us to be friends. She said she's ashame of what she did, but moving forward with her life. She said our marriage is done for now. I honestly don't get what she saying there. Anyway I've decided to do the no contact. I promise I'll Do it. I promise I'll not call/text her again. You have my word. How long should I do the no call or text? It's kind of difficult because she was my best friend. Not having that loving relationship is hard for me. She told me to get rid of the picture in the house. She said that picture is our memory and Time together and should be kept. I've a lot on my plate and need to start working on that rather than thinking of her. Thank you guys! Pls don't give up me.
