there is no struggle without progress Paul. you are living it so its hard but we can all see the progress. Chin up and all that - the sun will return soon and happiness will be had!
next time when you're shoveling snow why not pretend its a sun shower and have a little dance like no one is looking!
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Never allow kindness be misinterpreted for weakness. Forgiveness is a gift you give yourself.