After reading what was wrote I took things into thought. If I would of moved closer to my W & family it would of been to painful for me. Yes I can see my D & SS anytime saying this it would be both "good" & "bad". Good cause I get to spend quality time with them. Bad because, well there is no bad.
When I'm with W I always keep a positive attitude & also look my best. W has mentioned on 4 occasions that she "likes that outfit on me" & "if that was one of the shirts we bought".
From looking at the MC from her point of view, it had to be a slap to the face when I said NO. This was done based on my lack of knowledge & how mad we were at each other during that time. Since then I have gained more knowledge on MC & W & I are on much better terms.
For my short term goals; they are these. Continue studying for a test I need to take & try to find things to do that I enjoy when I'm alone.
