Thanks Heather and Bright. You are both right of course. To continue my path. I keep reading it, writing it, and saying it to myself, however these days I feel like I am still looking back at the castle way too often.

I don't even know if he is in the process of leaving her. He certainly didn't seem to hesitate this much when he decided to walk out on me and the kids (read: VENT FRUSTRATION).

Thank you guys. I needed that.

TPS
Me: 44 H: 42
M14 T17
S10 D7
10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month
21/04/12 H is 'DONE'
04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010)
July '14 H ends affair
May '15 H moves back home