Oh thanks guys, I know its possible. but I'm a reader and a doer. If I can do it on my own even better. I acknowledge that not everyone is like me and don't care much for changing my H. He never has been me nor to I want him to be. One a month I remember the little bit of emotion that is thrown at me and get a litte upset/frustrated.
I'm having fun w H now with sometimes little butterflies. Its kind of cute. I still refuse to put my rings back on cause I'll wait for him to ask. He has never take his off. We are sharing the bed fully now and I lent over to kiss his cheek last night to say good night and he turned to kiss me but realised half way it was meant for his cheek. It was cute and funny and the first kiss (kind of) we have shared out in the open. On times that we are intimate its like we are making it a little secret and its our little game. But the effection is spreading to hugs, arm rubs and now a haphazard kiss.
Just let it happen and don't over think it.
_____________________________________________________ Me 32 H 32 D 6 S 4 S 11mth
Never allow kindness be misinterpreted for weakness. Forgiveness is a gift you give yourself.
