Our wedding pictures around the house bother me a lot, they remind me of our past memory, vacation, family portrait and e.t.c. I'm not sure if I should put them down for now. I sleep in one of the guest bedroom not to keep a constant reminder of her and all we share together. All this is difficult for me to deal with but I've to do something to find my happiness. I plan on going out tonight by myself to have dinner and some drinks. I mean one or two glass of wine. I'll not play the stupid game she's playing, she will probably will like me to do that and also pick a woman to that with. I'll honor my vows to the end.
