Feel like I am losing ground. Her second night in a row away, and caught wind she is looking for an apt. Feeling hopeless that there is a chance we can recover. I don't know, staying the course for now. Just feeling pretty defeated tonight.


Me:36
Her:35
together 11yrs
M 7 1/2yrs
lived together 10yrs
2dogs 2cats
Mortgage on a house

bomb dropped 01/12/14
Separate bedrooms/W stays here some nights
I want to stay married