Just a little journaling.

The W sent me a text that she wants to get some furniture and couches from the house on Sunday. I will have the kids and she does not want them to be here when she does this. I do not want to be here either.

The message was difficult to read, even though I know she expressed wanting these items before. She originally was going to take them on January 16th and 17th. I know she had what she wanted to take from the house planned out long ago, it is just that now it feels like she is moving towards a more permanent solution.

After the text I have been reading inspirational quotes and telling myself "Do not believe any of what you hear and less than 50% of what you see". I know this is a step she needs to take.

When I picked up the kids I remained strong and stayed positive.


M:34 XW:34
Together: 10y
Living: 9y
Married: 7y
Son:6 Son:4
Separated: 12/28/13
Piecing: 5/2/14
Separated 2nd: 10/16/14
W filed, but pulled it: 11/5/14
papers served: 1/27/15
D final: 3/6/15