She already called me twice today. I did not pick the phone but sent her text. I know her friend and family are advising her just to be there for me. I don't want that from her. After all she did without apology and think she could be part of my support system. I also think she's trying to get my daughter to talk to my early so she hang out with OM without any interruption tonight. This woman is sick and need help. I know I can't help her but only God and some intense therapy section. OM is 25yrs old and she's 33yrs. But OM control and tell her what to do. OM even told her not to speak to me again or do anything with me. I know she want this guy around for some selfish reason. She's also lying to him and reassuring him there's nothing between her and me anymore. She made a crazy comment last night. "I turn nothing to something" This guy live in a apartment with three other room mate. I don't see any future there but complete distraction and failure. But before I go to far, she's know for spending money in the past for the wrong men. She was engaged once and spend all her money on the guy, including buying her own engagement ring. I was the only man that was good to her and gave everything. Her dad told me she has history of going after the wrong guys and fall apart later. I know I'm in-love but I can clearly still use my good judgement that this woman clearly need help. Who does this to the father of her child. I've provided everything for her, in fact the finest thing in life. I blame myself for putting her up so high because of her beauty. She asked my hand in marriage but also want to end it after 8yrs. Out anniversary is coming up next month. I don't know if should do anything or even call her. She probably already file D before then. She's been pressured by OM and some of her family. They figure what she did is so bad and there's no way to save the marriage because of trust.
