This morning when we were exchanging kids in the house. Right now the kids stay in the house and we leave. I was playing with our 7 month old and he started giggling out loud. We both looked at each other and smiled and I thought we did this. Then I wanted to cry because I thought even this camaraderie will be ending soon. I just wonder what WAS are thinking and did any WAS dad's become a better dad after the divorce. In the last 4 weeks he's the kind of dad I've always wanted him to be. It's like now that I'm out of the picture he steps up on his days which hurts when I think this is all I've wanted and I am not very sure there is someone else he just wants to get away from me.
W-38 H-42 T-11 M-8 C-6,2,6 months BD-Oct 1 2013 DFiled-Jan 6 2014 Went Dark - April 4, 2014