WAW Said She's Done, III Realization setting in

[OneDay]

Thanks floyd. It did seem things were going good until today. I must be an idiot. Sure she's being nice to me. Im still there for her, to help out with everything.

UPDATE:
I found out today that she is still proceeding with the Divorce and seems perfectly content with her decision. This of course made my heart sink into my stomach. I really thought we were making some progress, and she might have a slight change of heart, but I guess not. I spoke with my lawyer and we have a court conference the end of this month, which is just to determine the direction of the case. Then the next step is mediation which should take place within the next month or 2. :-( Talk about a punch to the gut.

I feel this relationship (or whats left of it) is sliding away so fast. Within the next 2 months it could be all over. What makes my head spin, is that there are moments when Im with WAW that feel perfectly normal and natural. I want to ask her "why are we getting a divorce?" I dont ask, but I want to.

One more thing that has been bothering me. Hopefully you guys can chime in. My S7 has a playoff b-ball game tomorrow morning, which I will be taking him too (like I always do) WAW has to work.

SO, This morning everyone was getting ready for school and work. Out of no where WAW asked me If I could put S7 baseball bag by the door before she gets home from work today.
-Me- Uh Um I guess I could
-WAW- I dont want to do it later
-Me- Im not really worried if its out or not, and why does it have to be there before you get home from work?
-WAW- Im trying to "Help You" out so you wont be stressed in the morning.
-ME- Okay, thanks but I'll be ok. I've taken them to every game this year.
-WAW- OF COURSE YOU WILL, Typical you
-ME- What is that suppose to mean.
-WAW- Im working 9 hours today, then im taking the boys to a friends as soon as I get home, and I was just hoping you could have the boys shoes on and the bag by the door so I dont have to do it later.
-ME- I still dont understand how the bag is going to help anything. I am perfectly capable of getting everyone ready as I've been doing for the entire year. I beginning to feel that you think Im incapable of handling this.
-WAW- OF COURSE YOU DONT, BECAUSE I HAVE ALWAYS HAD EVERYTHING READY, the uniforms, water, snacks, bat bags, etc.

I finally put my hand on her shoulder and said, Im dont want to make you mad or argue here. Im trying to communicate with you. I understand what your saying and I want you to know that I can and will handle this. It may not be on your time, but everyone will be ready and taken care of. She shook her head and said I hope so, but I know the way you are. I then said we will be fine, I am perfectly capable of this, please dont worry.

She was all over the place. I guess I was suppose to be a mind reader and knew what other plans she had for the night. This happens all the time between her and I. It always has.

I kind of want to talk about this more tonight, but not sure if thats a good idea. Should I have a further discussion with WAW about this topic?