Thanks LFW. I fully acknowledge that I seem like two different people. When something happens, I tend to come here and get out my emotions. After a day (and some sleep), I usually am able to regroup and make a rational decision on how to proceed. Hopefully this weekend will give me some clarity.
My H is definitely cake eating. My concern is that my H continues to tell me that I pushed him away during our M and that he is worried I will do the same. If I dont get what I want emotionally from him, H says that I shut him out. I admit that it is true. My concern is that if I continue to do that now, I am showing him more of the same. I guess I dont know how to find a balance.
Going to have a blast with my little guys for three days! Hope you all have a great weekend.
