First off, you will need to be starting a new thread soon.
As for the printout....In the long term picture it doesn't matter. As for your questions....First off there is an emotional/physical state were our minds will start seeing what we want to see.....not what is actually there. A mirage of sorts. You went online expecting to see the OM's number....so your mind showed you OM's number.
The second (and more likely answer) is that you had some sort of filter online for your snooping...Hence the website was just listing text from the OM and other texts were farther down the list (the sorting was by number and not date). That would explain why your number wasn't listed on what you looked at while the OM's was.
I think your actions the last day are a prime example of why you can't answer our questions of you. You see that there is no right or wrong answer that we are looking for. What we are looking at is more how you answer and your actions based upon those answers. MrB, Mach, Eric, myself, and others have been here for awhile....we have walked the walk, so we see right through the short cuts people take. There are no shortcuts though...Only hard work on oneself.
