Just reading that last post and it was a real low for me. Received 2 emails from H since last post 50% ugly and the 50% confusing. Decided to stay unemotional and detached. I tried dating, but have decided that I am not emotionally there just yet decided that I really just want to make new friends. Trying to find things that keep me preoccupied instead of dwelling on R.
Like the song goes, "Say something I am giving up on you..."
