Just Joining Husband possibly MLC

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Saw my H today at our conference for our oldest daughter. He didn't even recognize me. Really you saw me this morning when I came in to nurse our youngest. Had my hair different -Guess it really looks different - LOL - New me:)
Don't think I am handling this DB so well. I am so angry at him and at the situation. I am so mad that I begged him to be this great father and now he is stepping up and doing everything I WANTED him to do EXCEPT I'm not in the picture. It's like him getting me out of the picture made him Mr. Dad. Course if he was really Mr. Dad he wouldn't have wanted out and wanted a Divorce. Have my 2nd session with DB coach on Monday. Had an IC session today which is opening my eyes to a lot of things. I just feel like this is all going so fast. There was no separation period. We went from everything is fine to BD in October - working on it to It's completely over in December and I filed in January just to protect myself and my children financially. If we agree on everything we could be D in a few more months and then my marriage is truly over:( Guess I'm having a pity party today.