Ah, my friend, I know this is hard, confusing and frustrating. But I also know you, who you are, what you are made of.
I have told you that you need to figure out a way to handle this because you do not want to leave the house or your kids.
We have talked about setting a boundary regarding your boys. If she gets pis$ed, she gets pis$ed. Right now you are the one that needs to protect them because she isnt capable.
The done feeling, yea, I get that, too. As long as you have this much passion, you arent there.
But put that aside because it doesnt serve you well right now. You can decide if you are or not another day.
Right now you need to get your stuff together to figure out what you need to do in order to stay true to who you have become.
Oh, and your boys, they know, J. They know. Be who they need, who they deserve. Be that man.
And you know, I am in your corner, no matter what you decide. Always.
