I hate this. I hate this. I hate this.

I'm tired of all of this. My D cries her self to sleep almost every night. My H can't see her pain past his own selfish life. OW is the only thing he can see right now with her messed up life. He truly found someone more messed up than himself. Anyone who puts out to the world everything she's drinking and the pain pills she's sucking down is so messed up. The attention seeking and poor me crap that H and I used to roll our eyes at when someone did it is what he's falling for hook,line, and sinker. And all at the expense of his D's emotional well being.

It makes me sick.


H-44
Me-43
D9
T-13 years
M-12 years
BD-8/21/13
Sep- 11/19/13
D in process