I am not recording anything.

I have no idea how long it takes for a emotional A to end, never had to worry about it before. I have no idea what they actually text about.

It hurts so bad right now because I want to give my W everything that I never used to. I feel like her talking to OM will not allow her to see what I have truly become.

She put up with my ch*t for way longer than she should have in my opinion.

I am very lucky to be having this second chance, but knowing what is going on makes me feel like its not a second chance.

It might be the wrong answer, but I want my W back now. I know I have become the a man only a fool would leave. This OM business is not something that would be a part of a real relationship.


separated since 9/01/13
M-31
W-36
D-4
Move back home 12/26/13
3 months of tough times
Finally in a happy M