Back home, having a very hard time!!!

[indigo1]

I know for a fact she is, I would not confront her on it if I did not. To feel loved and make this work we need to be open and honest with each other. Not for the second time in a week look me in the eye and lie to me. That is what hurts the most, just last night she looked me in the eye and said it was over. That she was 100% committed to us. That she did not even want to talk to OM anymore. That even her friends told her why he appealed to her and that it would never work in the long run. That he makes not money and could never give her the life she wants. All these reasons and yet here I am.