Reaching out for support and advice 3

[bluesgal]

Wonka, I just don't get it. I am the root to all evil in my H eyes.

He says "I don't love you like a H should". "I just don't feel that way about you." "I barely care about you." Everything is ALWAYS/NEVER. The last 2/3/12 years have been terrible. Puke

Then I'm all like: I'm going to GAL and move on with my life. Be all smiles and fun when you come around and then one day this 'fog' lifts. Poof, he thinks he loves me again and wants his M? Really??

I am either too pessimistic or have not read enough on MLC to believe this would ever happen. How do I go from #1 most hated to piecing our M?

I'm happy to move out of his way. It feels so good to not be a verbal punching bag for him anymore.