I can no longer help him, nor do I want too. Now I see how much it was dragging me down. If he gave any indicator of wanting to work on himself, I would try to help. However, I don't think at this point it would be easy for me to take him back.
He has shown a side of himself I just don't jive with, feels strange and uncomfortable. And if he wants to live that way, so be it. I just won't be around to watch it.
That's EXACTLY how I feel today!! Weird.
I've been hit with some tears too. Something will strike up a memory and I'll break down. Just sad for what coulda been and what was. Not that I want to go back there, though!
I'm seeing how much I allowed this man's broken-ness hold me back in my own life.
I'm going forth to conquer.
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson
