Chinks in the Armor & still Standing on that Hill

[Pudmuddle]

Thanks Bright! So good to "see" you again.

I think he still thinks other things will make him happy, so he needs to walk that path and figure it out himself. I can no longer help him, nor do I want too. Now I see how much it was dragging me down. If he gave any indicator of wanting to work on himself, I would try to help. However, I don't think at this point it would be easy for me to take him back.

He has shown a side of himself I just don't jive with, feels strange and uncomfortable. And if he wants to live that way, so be it. I just won't be around to watch it.

I did have a good cry last night, hit me suddenly, especially when I watched a certain song. D@mn songs. It was needed and I feel stronger again today. It's all good.