Nit84 - sometimes we brushed under the carpet but only really with intimacy stuff because we fumbled through it. I actually think it was more we didn't know how to bring closure to a situation. Both had opinions both understood and recognised the others ideas but then agreed to nothing concrete so a few things were left unfinished in a way.
LoveTH - He said he just wanted attention, he wanted to feel something and he felt I simply didn't love him anymore. Infact he had in his head that I almost didn't even like him.
Roberta - I have a B coach and she is great, I have monitored the good things and everything is pretty great, its really just my anxiety creeping in and just being scared it will all happen again. I just don't think I could handle the hurt. I'm so exhausted with the amount that goes on in my head.
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Never allow kindness be misinterpreted for weakness. Forgiveness is a gift you give yourself.
