Two random observations today:

1. I no longer wake up in the morning and have to remind myself that H left. My first thought is no longer FML. Don't get me wring there are still times that I think "I hate my life" but it is not the first thing to come to mind each day.

2. I turn up my radio and sing in the car during my commute. My commute had been my time to cry. It was also my time to listen to self help books. I am still reading but I am also enjoying being normal and just listening to stupid songs again.

Small steps to regaining a normal life again.