Journaling: my work day is shot. My head is killing me. I cant concentrate. Ugh this s u c k s. My D16 is very mad at W for leaving. W text her how hard her life is now. She said...."she chose this! She left us!"

So mentally tired I feel sick. Bug, I guess that's part of what you were talking about. Feels almostn like BD all over again. Just want to curl up and sleep.


me: 47, W:49
M 16.5 years
T 17 years
Three kids - D17,D14, S13
Heart 2 heart about M 11/8/13
Bomb drop 11/29/13
W moved out 12/5/13
I Retained L 2/20/14
D filed 3/17/14