I still think this too Paul. Sometimes just bad days - why do we have to put in all this effort for something that we are unsure will even turn out and besides we deserve so much better. But there is no security that the next R will be any better and statistics are against us for consecutive M's. Nothing better to do right now then be forced to make ourselves happy and then in turn attract the better in other people. Can't be too bad right?

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Me 32 H 32
D 6
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S 11mth

Never allow kindness be misinterpreted for weakness.
Forgiveness is a gift you give yourself.