Originally Posted By: labug
What's your expectation in letting her know how you feel?

As artsy said:
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Same would go for you- if you're ready to move on, do it! But it seems you're not quite there yet because you still are emotionally attached to her behavior- just today you had anxiety


bug, thanks. I needed that question. I can't. Answer it. I want to stop hurting. Part of me wants to be free of my vow. I am tired of feeling alone. Its been way longer than 8 weeks since I got to spend time with someone special going out to est or to a movie. I'm. Tired of living like this. Its hard to do. Make sense?


me: 47, W:49
M 16.5 years
T 17 years
Three kids - D17,D14, S13
Heart 2 heart about M 11/8/13
Bomb drop 11/29/13
W moved out 12/5/13
I Retained L 2/20/14
D filed 3/17/14