I feel that this entire thread started off with being confused with his confusion... then I began to understand MANY things about ME that I was contributing to.... In just THIS thread alone I have acknowledged and accepted things about myself....Responsibility, self-injecting, manipulation and conrol, allowing myself to be participating in HIS confusion. Gaining respect for myself. My desire to be happy not 'right', letting go of the rope, letting go of my pitbull ways.... most importantly MOVING FORWARD with mediation (tx to Job).... all of this seems to be ignored and without kudos... but hey, thats OK... I can give it to myself.... I no longer need validation.
M:46 H:49 T:20yrs myD:22 H distant summer/12 H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12 BD: Dec 2/12 asked me begin to move end of Jan/13 moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff) "agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)
