Thank you everyone. I went to work today and spoke with my boss - he is a wonderful man and has agreed that I can work from home to fulfil all of my work responsibilities for the next week or so. We drafted a plan of action and he was happy with that. He could see that i needed some more space. I do believe that God was stepping in. So I am grateful. MLW - thanks for your feedback - I am so sorry to hear that you have gone through similar upset - similar aspects of the script. I know how hard it is. I too am amazed ay how many similarities there are between all of us in terms of what we experience etc. Job - thanks for the link and for the reminder. I DO NEED TO DETACH. You are right, I have strong feelings and I am a very feeling person to begin with. I know that there are no guarantees. It is hard to acknowledge that but I have ti accept it with grace and understanding of the bigger picture. I drove home from work today and sobbed. I asked God for assistance, for help in finding my own strength, my own calm and peace. To let WAP walk his own path without disruption and trusting in the process. I wish i was stronger but I have to remember it is less than 5 weeks since BD. I will read all of the suggestions re Depression, Job. I do think the more educated I am in this area the more calm I will find. The fact that WAP has himself admitted to being depressed is a good start. I will post more later - re thoughts etc. Thank you for your support everyone. Ix
