one thing i think you should work on, is that you very rarely take responsibility for yourself.
one common theme that runs through all your threads is that any time anyone points out something you've done/said, you claim its been misread, or misinterpreted, or it was good intentions, etc etc. you claim sometimes you're slow to understand as if its some hereditary intelligence factor and therefore not your fault. or that you didnt understand our advice until after you did the opposite. or you claim its some lightbulb moment as if it has not always been your responsibility to read and contemplate what we've all been telling you. or you blame MrBond for something he said that you took wrong.
even the claim of MLC is a way to dodge responsibility, as if this is all on him and some biological/psychological phase he's going through, which implies it has nothing to do with you and your actions.
again, this is not about him. this is about you.
"In a ham and eggs breakfast, the hen is involved, but the pig is committed".