feeling very anxious today. Worked at the church early and then home to help kids with getting set for school on 2 hour delay. I have plans for dinner with a friend on Thursday. Its nice to try and get out. She's been where I am now and understands it. She's ben very respectful of my position on my M and has been a good friend. Its nice to be able to joke or laugh again. I'm really tired of being lonely. I'm really tired of IDK's and vague statements from W. Just stressing a little.
me: 47, W:49 M 16.5 years T 17 years Three kids - D17,D14, S13 Heart 2 heart about M 11/8/13 Bomb drop 11/29/13 W moved out 12/5/13 I Retained L 2/20/14 D filed 3/17/14
