Some of the vets might stop by, and offer advice, sometimes you might get a 2x4, know this isn't to be critical, its to best make you understand when you make a mistake, and you WILL make plenty of them. When you do, get refocused and right back to work.

Please include any more details, be as honest as you can in your assessment of things. Also I don't want you to be over-guilty. Meaning I don't want you taking all the blame onto yourself right now, don't try to be superman and try to fix it ALL, and certainly try to fix it all right now, its not happening. That damn patience thing is really going to test you like never before. Ok buddy, its time to get started. Hope to see some responses soon.