Rock, voice-mail is your friend, let it go and check it later, also be sure to communicate with the teachers, get to know them it helps, it may seem silly to sign the book but it is just part of it now, you sound like you are trying hard to be a great dad to your little girl, that is REALLY important, she needs her fathers love.
I have to believe that "that" moment is probably burnt into each of our memories. I decided to go to the mountains with some friends the week after mediation, knowing that the papers would be signed the following week. I remember reading the email, short and to the point... the judge signed the decree dated today..
that was 3 yrs ago, things do get easier and better, but be ready for a long haul
