Am feeling a little more settled this weekend although I did not sleep very well all last week!
IC appt went well! She is having me work on my "self-talk" until I see her again! I really am feeling hopeful that she is going help me get to a point of acceptance and maybe help me heal some old wounds and feelings of guilt from the past!
H came by today to split some wood! It went ok. I thanked him for his help as he was walking out the door and his voice cracked a little as he responded back...he is keeping his promises, so far, to help out financially and with stuff around the house so that helps take some worry away!
Was reading someone else's thread and the website/blog "the storied mind" about depression came up so checked that out today and am amazed at how it really related to my H.
I made plans with an former co-worker to go see a James Taylor concert in June! So excited!!! The kids and I plan to go to my hometown in a couple of weeks to visit! It has been awhile since we have done that!
BD-Aug 2009 OW Confirmed H moves out Dec 2009 D filed by H-Mar 2010 H asks to come home April 2011 BD AGAIN 1-15-2014! H seeing FOW! H ran away again! 1-18-2014
