Thank you so much for your support. We all know how much each others support means at times like this.... I am reminded today of two facts - Firstly my D and I were in Australia visiting my near 90 year old grandfather who is dying - he is getting weaker and weaker by the minute.... he was extremely ill and in a huge amount of pain and suffering when were were in Oz over Xmas. I told WAP that by text and I received no acknowledgment of my grandfather at all. The last day D and I saw him was a day after BD and I was completely traumatised. I am struggling with knowing that that is the last I will see of him..... I am struggling to think that WAP, who has STAYED with my grandparents a few years ago and was generous and kind to them - did not even acknowledge this was going on. In fact he said he told me by email (BD) in Oz "so that D and I would have the support of my family" What - for 5 days before we had to fly home? With my family already in upset re my grandfather? This is hurting me today. WAP and I (I am a pianist) had three concerts booked (one late January - two this month) and he asked me in the BD email whether I thought we should proceed with them (that it would be professional etc). I cannot BELIEVE he would think that it is right to rehearse with me, on a daily basis, after dropping the bomb and having an affair with OW. Is this all part of the MLC'ers delusion and crazy thinking. I just DONT GET IT... I miss my grandfather - sorry everyone x
