Update for the day: I put together the (150 lb.) foosball table all by myself (well, me and my sailor mouth, in equal parts), and I am proud of myself. All that strength training came in handy!
I'm also feeling better about my sitch - I told a few more people (I had to, since they are coming over tonight) and I feel like that will help me accept my reality. I notice that I go back and forth between being hurt and just thinking my H is an idiot and telling myself I don't care. Hopefully at some point I will get to a point in between where I am fine without having to actively dislike my H, but I am not there yet so I will just try to forget about him and have fun today.
Now to clean up my house, run out and get adult beverages for tonight, and root for my home team!
Hope everyone has a great day!
GO BRONCOS!!!
me: 44 XH: 42 M 11 years D10 and S8 Bomb drop 9/27/13 D final 7/1/14
