Just journaling: Last weekend there was a big snow fall on friday night and I had to be at work by 7 am on Saturday. While on the highway 2 cars in front of me hit their brakes to stop (I guess someone had car troubles)....so I had the choice to hit my brakes and possibly slide into them, or attempt to get in the next lane b/c it was empty.... I chose to get in the next lane and ended up spinning across a 4 lane highway....watching the cars that were behind me (fortunately significantly behind) start to hit there breaks and start to swerve a bit as well.
After my car came to a stop on the side of the highway I was a bit shaken....no accidents, thank God... normally I would take a minute to breath and call my H to let him know what happen and so would tell me everything is going to be ok and say that he was glad that I am safe.
But I had no H to call, no H that cares whether I am okay or not. So I just got back on the road and made it to work on time.
It's sad when times like this happen and I realize just how "alone" I am w/ no family with-in 6 hrs. But I will just have to continue to keep getting back on the road.....
me: 30 H:30 tgthr:7 m:4 no kids 5 counseling sessions initiated by H as a LR: Oct 2012 long distance marriage b/c of work since Nov 2012 official BD: July 2013 nothing filed 1/1/14 I dropped the rope