Allowed myself to have an expectation and got crushed. Last night H was surprisingly "normal". He asked if I would like him to cook me breakfast in morning. (That was our Sunday tradition pre BD). We joked a little about 1 item on his menu. I said thanks that would be nice. When I went to bed he actually said good night.

Fast forward to this morning. He makes breakfast for everyone but me. When I tried to ask him about plans for kids today while I worked He wouldn't look up from his phone for a second to talk to me.

Why do I get sucked in?

Me 44 H 42
M 10 T 12 (at time of BD)
Ss 20 16
S11 (special needs)

BD 9/13 H "unhappy for years" moves to seperate bedroom
10/13 EA/PA confirmed but denied
S and I move out 3/15