I'm very happy to read that you enjoyed your time away. You need to do that more often, when time and money permits. You needed the time away for rest and enjoyment all for you. LOL!
I'm glad you and your daughters enjoyed ice skating. It's more fun when you have others join in and do things w/your daughters.
You sound so much better and stronger these days.
Keep up the good work!
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.