Newbie needs help:husband left Saturday

[willbwell]

I go back and forth with the D question. papers have been filed but no movement. It is almost like h wants me to push it forward.
I see now why so many people go thru with D. Standing, being in limbo is hard. I am doing my own thing as far as me and the kids. I try and act 'as if' h is not coming back. I still want h to come back though. something inside of me is not wanting to let go even though letting go is what I need to do !