MM,

How is very friendly. Willing to do things together, somewhat. Like agreeing to go to the concert even though he ended up having to work. Asking a lot of questions to me and the kids what I am doing.
Tonight H said he was invited to a party and bringing a date. Just a friend. ..I don't think he really is but if he thinks I have a BF and he feels we are never ever getting back together he's justified?
If he really was I don't think he'd really tell me for fear I'd freak out?

Feels a little strange it doesn't hurt that bad.....

Like you I deserve better as well. Most of us do!!
Keep up the work.


M15 T19
D13 S13
BD Affair 9/13
S 11/13
D started 6/14.. dropped court date 10/14 H attorney can't get it together.
Still with long distance ow. Still hates me.