bent not broken

[willbwell]

ok, not to be smug, but honestly I liked me and who I was/am before BD. I've always been an active , involved person. I have tried to be self aware even before BD.
What I would do differently?... Pay better attention. Listen better. Not just assume everything is moving along smoothly just because there is no fighting.
I know I can be judgemental.
I know I can be a smart aleck.
Those are not good attributes. I catch myself now.
I should have paid more attention to h and his needs.

I've had a wonderful life. H provided a wonderful life. I know I will still have a wonderful life. would love to have h be a part of it, but if not, I do have faith.