yeah-

i know- if only i were "wise" enough and in control enough every single minute of the day and nite to do it. let it all flow rite by me.

i'm workin on it- i swear! one of these days- i'm sure total wisdom (not to mention peace with the universe) will plop down on my cranium.

hope springs eternal, huh?

- oh no - darn - that damn optimism = can't seem to just get rid of every single shred of optimism for future, whatever.....

oh well- it's getting enough sleep last nite for a change. Thank God for sleeping pills-

this staring down the barrel of life, death, illness, oldage, is mighty "heavy" as a daily diet..

getting tht all in it's place too, well, trying.

mother theresa wannabee - me

i'm outta here- lots to do- xxoo