How is this for not thinking with a clear head. W didn't know what her plans were yet for the weekend; I have my D & stepson is with his dad. Since I had to drive D back up to gymnastics & wait for her I asked W if she wanted to complete the post bankruptcy online questionnaire while D was at gymnastics, perfect opportunity to do so. W's plans were up in the air based on if she found get her car in for some work (didn't feel safe driving it). She was able to get it in & got a loaner; a gas hungry Suburbian. Now plans just got filled for the weekend. Decided to leave at 5:00 for the 3 1/2 hour drive to OM house only to have to leave at 8:00 am Sunday morning to make it to D's gymnastics meet at 11:30. I think the cost for gas + lack of time = a "lust" based decision. This could be my bitterness showing, which I'm only displaying on forum not in real life.
Still being positive, giving space, & trying to not let it bother me, but sometimes a little frustration sneaks through the cracks of me trying to do better fir myself.
